I stayed up all night a couple nights ago

And I'm still effected by it. I only got four hours of sleep last night, but I stayed home to catch up on my sleep.

I might go to the doctor. I know I'm not sick or anything, but I'm tired of being dizzy >:(. I'm tired of being tired too. Where did all of my energy go?



Golf tournament tomorrow. Wish me luck that I don't die.

Hey, maybe I can be el presidente.

I have a bone to pick with a certain musician. A certain musician in a certain really awful band. A certain musician who is 'best friends' with a certain 16 year old disney channel star. A certain musician who is 9 years older than his best friend.

I wouldn't have a problem if this wasn't dealing with an underaged person. I also wouldn't have a problem if all of these teen magazines weren't hoping these friends would become a couple. What the fuck guys. That's illegal on so many levels, kthanks.

Honestly, I have a couple questions for this guy. I know he'll never see this, but I'm going to list them anyways.

1) I know people are mentally mature for their age, but you are 25 and she's 16. Are you just really immature, or has she just grown up way too fast?
2) Don't you find it a little creepy that your best friend is so young? Like, don't you see any wrong in this situation?
3) Where are your morals? Haha, really.
4) Why are you an asshole to everyone else her age (IE: your fans?) but she's a different story? Is it her fame? Is it her looks? Is it her friends?
5) Don't you find it weird to think that when she was in the fifth grade or something, you were graduating college? I know I would >.<



Anyways, I'm done.

ps. This guy just posted on myspace that he's ice skating at this mall 20 minutes from me. lolololol ironic.

I feel like I'm being...

...annoying tonight. Maybe I should just go back to sleep :/.


Anyways, holla @ cho ghost town. Haha, I'm kidding that's not a ghost town (to the side...) It's just a small town's downtown. It was pretty cool. Over spring break when I went to all of those mid-eastern texas towns, they all had that kind of downtown. They were all made out of old buidlings. I kind of wish I was back there. I wish we'd stopped so I could have taken more pictures of those places, actually. They were so coool. It would have taken us forever to get any where if we had, though.

fkhlsdkhg I'm going back to sleep before I feel like I piss anyone else off. I hate feeling like this, but of course, it always happens. I didn't realize how often it does until today.

I'm sorry for having a reason to hate him.
I'm sorry for not being sympathetic for you.
I'm sorry for pissing you off by trying to save you money.
I'm sorry for...being me today.

Jesus the people at school were bitches today. At least in journalism they were. I just realized that when I was writing that last one.

Mmmph. I'm going now. Sorry for being emo, LOL.

I finally got spread the rumors,

and carnation approves.

golf...

is kicking my ass.



holy crap.

Ah, sleep

Is not on my agenda until my hair dries. I dyed it, and oh my god, it's fabulous. I'm a legit ginger now, something I've been trying to achieve for a year or two now. I'm so happy, hahaha. My roots are strawberry blonde though, but I don't even care. I just love the color so much. I'm happy.

Today I drove by AIG. I lol'ed at the building, and then decided I shouldn't be laughing. My dad and I had a conversation about them, and he kind of opened my eyes to a whole new perspective of the situation. I'm still not too happy with the bonus business, though. He told me it was promised, I told him that promise is shot to hell thanks to the economy. He told me no, it wasn't, I told him that was bullshit, and that it should be. Maybe that's not the exact words I said, but it was pretty close, hahaha. That's how I felt, at least.

Sandi and I got along really well today. It made me appreciate her again. For awhile she was a little cranky, but I don't know...she's been so friendly this weekend. Maybe it's the fact that my dad isn't balancing our lives on a rope string now. Thanks Dodge, for doing well in this current economic crisis. I'm pretty sure my whole family appreciates you. No matter the reason, I'm seeing why I approved of her in the first place. She's great, really.

I found the treasure of Ace Enders' cover of Bittersweet Symphony, earlier. I thought it was just him, but when I found out the singers for The Rocket Summer, SOCRATIC, Person L, Copeland, and RELIANT K were on it too, along with a few others, I was stokeddddd. Haha, I basically flipped out when I found out Duane (Socratic) was on it. I stood up and stared at the screen. Then I started squealing and what not. Oh, what a great treasure I have found. :)

Anyways, I'm going to bed I guess. I'm way too tired to stay up for my hair to dry. I've got to wash off my back anyways. Thanks shower for getting all of the dye off of me T___T.

Night :)

Pepsi and s'more poptarts?!

Mmmm, so good.

I'm going to blog about what's going on right now.

I'm sitting at my dad's house, eating some s'more poptarts which I thought were long gone, and drinking some pepsi that I also thought was a past memory. Today was okay. I've had much better. Something about today though, I don't know. I feel very refreshed, but then I don't. I'm not sure how I feel right now. It's like I feel great, and then I don't. I feel like I'm going somewhere, and then I don't. When I think about it, I'm really not going anywhere. I'm sitting on a computer, blogging about being optimistic/pessimistic, and eating a poptart.

I made myself a brand new shirt. It's pretty cool. I really like it, haha. Everyone asked me why I didn't just buy one, and I replied with 'Jesse said not to.' They were also asking what BR& NIZZLE meant. Hahaha.

Uhm, I don't know. Lol I'm so bored. My dad's lurking behind me right now. He's pretty stinky. He needs a shower before he cooks dinner. I kind of want chinese, but I think I'm having these little chicken things :>. They both sound good. He's laughing, and I don't know why. I think it's at my BR& NIZZLE thing. Oh, yeah, that was it. :)

He just told me to stop thinking and I'll enjoy life.






Maybe I'll just do that.