Take me to the river, and let me see again

Oh my God, let me see again.



So, tonight was good. Mom didn't have a drop of alcohol, and I'm almost surprised. I'm sure this was her first night in a long night, not to. I'm glad she didn't.

Grandma had both of us on egg shells, though. She kept mentioning alcohol, and I could feel the tension that we both felt when she did. I wish she wouldn't bring it up.

I'm anxious for my dad to come back. I kind of want to get my pictures developed, even though I'm completely terrified as to how they'll come out. It's my first time using this camera, and I hope I did it well.

I'm still stuck on Manchester Orchestra. They're so amazing. I don't even know how to explain how amazing they are. I was watching some videos of them earlier, live, and it made me wish I wasn't so stupid. They came here like maybe three weeks ago, and I missed it because I didn't like them. :'( At least I saw them with Say Anything. Too bad I remember NOTHING about their set. T___T.

Speaking of sets, I just wanted to take time to tell everyone how AMAZING The Dear Hunter's set was. Scratch that, I wanted to remind everyone how AMAZING their performance of The Oracles of Delphi was. Holy mother of God. I was like...no. Haha, no. I can't even explain how amazing it was! I couldn't exactly see how many people, or who exactly, got on stage, but they did an amazing job. And Andy... Maybe it's just because I worship him and everything he does, but he was fucking amazing. Just... wow.

HIS VOICE IS SO DKLFHLSDHF. I wish he'd go solo. I wish he'd sing himself on ONE SONG. That's all I need. I would be happy forever. Actually, I'd probably go crazy. I'd probably go mentally insane from being so obsessed. I'm completely kidding, though.

I'm going to go pass out now. I'm exhausted, even though I've only been up for 10 hours. Lazy days are the best. They give me time to recooperate from eventful and nerve wracking nights. :)