i chose to have a best friend thousands of miles away. i feel foolish for ever making that decision. i feel guilty because our different schedules make something so simple, so hard for us. i feel unhelpful because i can't be there to physically comfort her when she needs it the most. i feel jealous because can't hang out with her when other people can, even though she's my best friend. i feel frustrated because i can't really be myself over texts or aim. i feel upset because i can't do normal friend things with her, like shopping or movie watching.
but then all of it comes full circle, and i remember why i made that choice.
it was the only choice i had.
Laura Zimmerman was my best friend, is my best friend, and will be my best friend in times to come. Distance can go fuck itself for trying to keep us apart.
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WAIT HOLD THE PHONE. we definitely have watched pineapple express, degrassi, and now project runway together when not actually together hahahaha.
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