happy 100th post, me!

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anyways, alcohol's been a big subject today. i guess i'll just put my two cents in to what i've thought.

i was talking to laura earlier, and i was joking around about drunk texts and how humourous they are, when i told her she should drink and text me all the time. then i went on to say i was joking, and that i would probably hate her if she drank all the time. it's honestly nothing personal. she's my best friend, i love her to death. if she drank, though, i feel like i wouldn't be able to see that. i'd forget all of that like i do with my mom. she may not be as...pathetic, as my mom, but i wouldn't be able to see that either. i feel like my experience with alcoholics has just corrupted how i see alcohol in all.

i'd never be able to be friends with someone who drank on a regular basis. it's just not something i would be able to mentally do. i'm not strong enough to deal with that. i don't see the fun in alcohol, anyways. you lose yourself? is that fun? you just let go for a couple of hours? there's so many other ways to do that, so why choose the most harmful? it doesn't even taste good.

i just. haha i just hate alcohol. it's ruined my image of people. it's done so much harm to me without me even trying it. i'm really thankful that i have friends who don't find it necissary to party and drink all of the time. i'm really thankful that i have a father who respects my wishes not to drink. i'm really thankful that i have some i look up to that constantly reminds me that alcoholism CAN be beat.