i've been in a really bad mood

for the past, like, four days or something. i'm not sure why, i'm probably just pmsing, but it really sucks.

there's really nothing for me to be mad, sad, or embarrassed over anyway. my friend was trying to be funny, and pointed out this grammar mistake to her followers on twitter, but it's nothing she and other folks haven't done before. hell, i do it time to time, too. it did get to me, maybe because i was already in a bad mood.

i don't know why i can't just be happy about something. today we went shopping, and i was so bipolar, lol. i was happy to be doing something for one second, and then the next i was upset because i thought my friends didn't want me there. i know better than to think that, but sometimes...i don't know.

i wish i could just hole up in my room and be by myself for awhile. sleep for like, 72 hours, and wake up and be missed. i think i just feel underappreciated. i guess that's what happens when you hang out with somebody so much, though. i know i'm appreciated, i guess i just don't hear it enough.

i guess that's why i keep saying i need new friends. not just people to talk to at school, but people who want to hang out.


or, you know, i'd like to just cheer up. i should look into smoking pot. i'm sure that would make me happier.

of course, i'm too smart for that, though.