oh, and

I HATE ALL OF YOU.

you're all so fucking happy. you all act like nothing bothers you. you won't tell me anything. I'M FUCKING HERE TO LISTEN. that's all i'm fucking good at! without that, i'm a worthless, worthless friend. fuck. i hate people. hfldhgkhgldkhflgkhdgrhdegkhdlg.





ps. my nails still click a lot. especially when i button mash. khfdlgkhhgldhfg.