i put my faith in someone, and then i come back to reality. why did i even for a second think you were so amazing? haha i thought i was in love with you, what bullshit. i know who you are, and it’s nobody i want to love. sometimes my mind works in such stupid ways, i can’t even handle it when i snap back to reality. and that ‘deep moment’ we had? what a joke. nothing was deep about that. you were probably lying through your teeth the whole fucking time. that’s why we’d never be best friends. i never know when you’re telling the truth. i never know when i can really trust you. and that fucking letter i just wrote you about how much of a great friend you are, haha what the fuck ever. i know you’re so nice to be because you want to be with my best friend. i can tell. you’re always talking to her, yet it’s me you miss. i know once she gets a car, i’ll be dust in the wind. i’ll be another friend you’ve moved on from. i’ll shit talk you like the rest of them, i promise.
sometimes reality bites.
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