and absolutely hate them. i always think i'm being naive about things. or i'm trying too hard to say something so simple. or that i'm trying to impress somebody who i know won't even read it. i think i just judge myself too hard.
i read this horoscope book the other day. it wasn't like 'you will do this on this day' but more explaining the different types of signs. i've always been pretty skeptical about that kind of thing, but when i was reading it, i noticed how true it was to myself.
it was funny, because one part said about how libras (my sign) always make it up in their head that others don't really like them. i think you can tell from reading any of my other blogs, that that's very true. i don't know. i know it's just a coincedence. i did learn quite a bit about myself through that book though. i'm sure i could have read other signs and done the same thing, though.
it also said that i try too hard to impress people who are close to me, or something like that. it's so true, too. i always catch myself doing that afterwards, and it's obnoxious. i hate the fact that i can't really control any of it, either. i always find myself making my social networking statuses something that i think a certain person would reply to if they're online. or i'll carry myself a certain way so that somebody would like me more. i think it has to do with my insecurities about the people i associate myself with. like my best friend.
i love her to death. i just, i get jealous i guess, because i've never met somebody who hasn't liked her more than me (other than laura). it's whatever. i never stopped caring, i just stopped letting it affect me. i'm a cool person, and if they want to like her better than that's their loss.
right?
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