sheeeesh

i'm tired. so, so, so tired. it's like, 6:44 in the morning, and i would typically be up and ready to go. today i'm wishing i could just crawl into my bed and sleep for the rest of the day. god it's going to be a bad day. i can already tell.

maybe i can be like those people who sleep with their eyes open. please and thank you.

yay for zombie molly.




I JUST WANT TO SLEEEEP!!!!!!!!


please and thank you.

sometimes i forget why

i chose to have a best friend thousands of miles away. i feel foolish for ever making that decision. i feel guilty because our different schedules make something so simple, so hard for us. i feel unhelpful because i can't be there to physically comfort her when she needs it the most. i feel jealous because can't hang out with her when other people can, even though she's my best friend. i feel frustrated because i can't really be myself over texts or aim. i feel upset because i can't do normal friend things with her, like shopping or movie watching.

but then all of it comes full circle, and i remember why i made that choice.

it was the only choice i had.

Laura Zimmerman was my best friend, is my best friend, and will be my best friend in times to come. Distance can go fuck itself for trying to keep us apart.

fun.

Light a roman candle with me
Just a roman candle,
you can wear your sandals
and I'll pour you just one cup of tea.
Then you can go and rest
you haven't seen my best, so...

Just spend an evening with me
Just a lazy evening,
then you could be leaving
or we could stay and talk until three.
I will think it's magic and I'll hope you'll agree, so...

Light a roman candle with me.
Just a roman candle.
Just a perfect apple.

If we were honest and both wrote a sonnet together
a sandwich with everything on it,
at least we would know that the sparks didn't glow
but we owe it to ourselves to try,
so we aim and ignite!

So often I call and I plead with you:
"Give me a chance!"
It's not often that I understand
the ins and the outs of what's wrong and what's right
So don't think of tomorrow tonight.

Oh, I know, it goes on, it gets old
But for now we're young, we smell good, we're alone...
You look for a legend,
I'm looking for common ground.
Your heart isn't breaking,
and mine isn't making a sound.

Oh I know, it goes on, it gets old
Oh I know, it goes on, it gets old...

Light a roman candle with me.
Just a roman candle.
Just a perfect apple.

WHO'S GOING TO GET ME

the complete three seasons of criminal minds for me for my birthday?! eh? eh?

if you get them, you don't have to get the books. ;D





i've been really in love with that show lately. i don't know why. i guess i just find it fascinating. it's not like all of the other crime shows out there. they get inside people's heads, not inside the crime scene. they really show who the people are, not just what they've done. i thank matthew gray gubler's attractiveness for getting me hooked, but i think it's safe to say that thomas gibson is my favorite character. it's kind of a tie between him and gubler, really.

anyways, love the show. wish hotchner was my dad, (even though mine is better than him, i still think it'd be cool) plan on marrying matthew gray gubler, and that's about it.

don't forget that birthday request, guys.